I feel so much better letting that out. I can’t think too deeply about it though. The mind is a scary place and I can’t seem to stop over thinking. I just have to wait until he comes home.
It’s so hard not to cry right now. I don’t want to lose this amazing thing. I never want to push you away or hurt you. I pray things will be okay and we can work it all out.You’re the best thing in my life and I never want to be with someone else. I swear to God I’d rather be alone forever than to never have you. I can’t lose you. Not like this.
"You can’t eat all that!"
fuckin watch me.